Been home all week and bored out of my mind. Juss been watching Eat Your Kimchi vids. I suggest you watch them sometimes, they may be alittle biased and all and look too much into things but their funny and at the end of the day they were actually right. But I've also been watching yaoi movies and omg.....I'MMA IN LOVE. Like they are so cute and stuff but some of them are sad but theyre really enjoyable.
On another note tell me what you guys think of something that I wrote.
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Jay slowly pulled up to my apartment building, BIGBANG's"Bad Boy" playing on the radio and 3:00am displayed on the dashboard. I hadn't really said a word to him since he started driving, before that i had spilled my guts to him. While sitting in his lap, wrapppped in his arms I cried my eyes out infront of him.
He knew almost everything about my life. Yet he didn't look at me like I was a fucking mental patient or treat me like I was a wet puppy, needing his sympathy, he just kept his arms wrapped gently around my waist listening to my every word.
I tuned into the radio, looking over to Jay and I waited for G-Dragon's part and echoed him.

The more time passes, the more you get to know me, only disappointments will remain.
 
Jay sat there, his hand still placed on the steering wheel, he didn't even try to take a quick look at me through the corner of his eye. He just sat there and that's when I realized Jay didn't want me anymore.
 
I was too much for him.
 
I was a fucking psycho.
 
I was damaged
 
Who would want me, certainly not someone as perfect as Jay all I was gonna be a disappoitment. My heart broke knowing that I'd never feel his arms around me again, I'd never be in the back seat of his car, I'd never be in his bed, I'm was never gonna meet his parents, hell I probably wasn't even gonna talk to him ever again.i wouldn't even be suprised if he'd get his scedule changed just so he wouldn't have to see me, then he'd meet some new girl and fall in love with her and they'd do all the things we were suppose to do. I didn't want to imagine Jay with someone other than me, I just couldn't.
I unbuckled my seat belt, not wanting to cry infront of him....again. he had already seen enough of my tears, he didn't need to see more.
 
Baby don't leave me, you know I still love me
Why, yes, I'll tell you the truth,
I need you My lay lay lay lay lady
My lay lay lay lay lady

Before I could get out of the car Jay grabbed my hand and sang Taeyang's part, still looking out the window, with his own twist. I turned towards him at the same time as he turned towards me, a single tear fell down my cheek. His lips found mine and wiped away my tear as our lips fit together perfectly. Pulling away we both smiled at each other, resting against each other and I knew then as we came in for another kiss, that if I'm crying or smiling Jay was gonna always stay and kiss me.
 
So what do you think??? There are two chapters before this so if I get good feedback I'll show the other chapters and write the rest of this chapter. And I wanna take a poll, I have alot of ideas for a songfic but idk what song to start with first. So help me please!!!!!!!!!!
 
1. SNSD - I Wanna Dream With You Forever
2. Yoari - Excuse Me
3. Wonder Girls - Me, in, Dear Boy, and Du Go Du Go (Will be a series of songfics)
Most votes will get posted on here and if you feel like it I'll take request for any songs you want a fic to.
So like....
Kthxbaibai ._.V<----extra long fingers

So like Sooyoung is my favorite member in SNSD, but out of all the k-pop groups I dislike SNSD the most...wait no I dislike KARA more than them.
Whenever I think of SNSD all I think of are pretty girls with nice voices. I don't think of them being edgy or cool and also most of their songs are about a guy and if I was even an idol I wouldn't want fans to just remember me as being just a pretty girl with a nice voice that thinks about a boy. I want to be edgy and different but cute and pretty with my own twist at the same time and to have powerful vocals like Wonder Girls or 2NE1. But I'll give it to SNSD they're good and everything but I'm just not into them as much as other people.
And please know that I'm not bashing SNSD just stating how I feel. I would never bash a k-pop group cause then I wouldn't consider myself a k-pop fan.
 
Kthxbaibai
P.S. I just remembered, it's Apink then Kara then Secret then SNSD so they aren't at the very bottom. ^^

I really like this photo shoot and I was really upset that I didn't know what to do with the rest of the pictures from it ;A;
But yeah enjoy the set cuz I don't really have anything to say at the moment....well I am kinda hungry and I don't really want any fried chicken but that's all we got. My grandfather ate all the potatoe salad (is that spelled right...lol idk xD). And I ate all the mac and cheese for breakfast.
But omg has everybodt listened to JJ Project yet
I LOVE THEMMMMM!!! <3
They are my new obsession
Everybody bounce bounce
come on ounce let bounce bounce\
\dances/
And omg I'd shake it for JB all day everyday tehe :D
Sorry for my perviness
 
Kthxbaibai
P.S. Y'all know that white thing is a skirt and its suppose to go over the red skirt??? If you did good job, if you ain't then....now you know.

I love this song with like all my heart.
1. It came out close to my birthday.
2. I had never really heard a slow song from 2NE1 and I was so happy cause I wanted to hear everyone's voice.
3. I like the theme, it's so awesome.
4. It's one of the only k-pop songs I can sing by heart (Gee and I don;t care being the others)
So like yeah I really love 2NE1 and BIGBANG, I wish I could be an offical Black Jack and VIP but sadly idk how ;A;
IF YOU KNOW HOW HELP ME!!!!!!......oh and if you have 2NE1 New Evolution concert tickets would you mind giving me one, I'd be your best's friend in the whole wide world for the rest of your life. The one in NJ is like 5 miles from my aunt and uncle's house but my mom said she didn't wanna pay for the ticket ;A;
SO PLEASE HELP MEHHHHHH!!!!!!
Kthxbaibai ._.V <-----extra large fingers
P.S. Sitting here eating ribs while I listen to "I Love You" just finished listening to "It Hurts". So what did you guys think of "I Love You"??? I really liked it and CL's shoes were to die for, also Dara and Bom's hair was awesome, I wanna do my hair like Bom's! And Minzy is like the coolest maknae EVER! And CL's sexy dance and bull o'jerky aad Minzy's sexy dances were awesome cause it's something you don't see from them often. But I'm tired of people bash the song and video and performance, calling Minzy and CL sluts cause they did the dance or cause of their outfits and saying Bom looked busted, like WTF if Bom looks busted then I need to just wear a paper bag for the rest of my life. But anyway I will love 2NE1 forever, from their music to their style to their personalities. Their girls that I look up to and want to be like when I get older.....I kinda wanna try out for YG but I'm not Korean, so yeah lol

OMG I LOVE PARK SHIN HYE!!!!!
SHE'S EXTREMELY PRETTY AND I LOVED HER IN YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
But she doesn't have alot of main roles in dramas except for playing Go Mi Nyu and Lee Gyu Won in Heartstrings, which I'm going to watch soon becuase Jung Yong Hwa is the main character along with her and they finally get to be together
YAYYYYYYYYYYYY :D \cheers like a flipping maniac/ Becuse if you have watched You're Beautiful Yong Hwa played Kang Shin Woo, who had a one sided crush on Mi Nyu. Plus Yong Hwa is extremely attractive <3.<3

http://www.polyvore.com/20_korean_guys_challenge/group.show?id=125948
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Part1
1. The Korean guy who was your first crush
2. The Korean guy who's your current Nº 1 obsession
3. The Korean guy you used to dislike but now love
4. The Korean guy you would like to perform on a stage with
5. The Korean guy you would like to star a drama with you
6. The Korean guy you would like to sing you a song
7. The Korean guy you would take with you for shopping
8. The Korean guy you would like to go party with
9. The Korean guy you would take with you for a long trip
10. The Korean guy you would like to go to amusement park with
11. The Korean guy you would like to teach you something
12. The Korean guy you would take to a movie premier where you’re starring
13. The Korean guy you would like to be your work-mate
14. The Korean guy you would like to have as neighbor
15. The Korean guy who’d date your sister/best friend
16. The Korean guy who would be your brother
17. The Korean guy who would be your best friend
18. The Korean guy you would like to have as boyfriend
19. The Korean guy who would break your heart
20. The Korean guy who would be your husband

The beginning of the 20 Korean Guys challenge and m first ever guy set yay! \clap clap/
1. The Korean guy who was you first crush.
First Time I Saw Junhyung/Future Baby Daddy
Oki so like I had just started listening to K-pop at this time and I was watching 4Minute's Muzik on youtube and B2ST's Bad Girl was on the related list so I clicked it not ever hearing a k-pop boy group before and I was looking at all the members and saw how cute Kikwang was and how adorable Yoseob was (he was too cute with his blonde hair I actually had to pause the video to spazz >.<) But then Junhyung's part came up and like I fell in love. Like he was so perfect looking. His skin was so tan and he had the right amount of muscles and he was a rapper with was the best thing ever.
Lol but when I showed him to my best friend she was like he looks so gay and she fell for Kikwang (I threw a book at her). And then I went over to her house and she was freaking out cuz she watched to video of B2ST speaking English and Kikwang messed up and said he had a gf, she freaked the fuck out. But that day I found out Hara and Junhyung were dating, I was so heartbroken ;_; I already didn't like Hara and then she just had to go and steal Junhyung like dafuq' O.O. But I'm just praying that either she makes him happy and doesn't break his heart or they break up. And if you think I'm not happy for Junhyung you are very wrong, cuz I'm happy for him but I'm upset for me also so please understand.
But yeah thanks for reading my long ass description, I would say more but my fingers hurt \holds up my bleeding fingers/ I've been typing and texting all day ;_;

20.The k-pop girl whose your #1 crush .
AMBER IS MINEEEEEEEE, OKCAN /points at you/ OKCAN.
Kthxbaibai ._.v